Minestrone Soup

Oh. My. God.

I am so angry at myself; I made this blog to fortify myself (or whatever), but what do I do? Binge on baked minestrone?

I would purge if I could. We have company over, and every time I've tried to vomit, I can't... can't. Nothing ever comes out. If I were to guess, it was only 150 g of soup, but ohmygod that must be like 450 calories.

Obviously, no more food for today. But what should I eat tomorrow? I'm thinking about, like, 3/4 of an apple and maybe a hard boiled egg... God, I was doing so well with my weight loss, but then I ate all of that. Hopefully? When I step on the scale later today, there will still be some loss. I was at 107.2 last time I checked, and I can only hope that I stay at 107.2 (or 107.4 might be fine, I think) for today. Who knows? Today might finally be the day that I finally vomit. All that I really aim for is to be under 107 by the end of Sunday.

Wish me luck, all 0 of you!